There are like 90 million things I want to say about all the helpful and painfully (yet hysterical) thoughts you so generously outlined for me yesterday and today. However, I think this post will suffice. I have
realized always known that in order to be really completely 100% me… I would have to admit some things. Ok. A Lot of things. Not just to everyone else but also to myself. But here is the thing.
So good in fact I can fool myself if I just don’t think about it to hard. However. If I write it to you (and who ever else reads it) then I can NOT deny it. I have to own up to my faults. And I have to move the fuck on. Because really that’s what this is all about. It is time for me to move the fuck on with my life. And I can’t while I am still holding on to all this much.
And here is the deal Miranda. I am sort of freaking the fuck out right now because… I’m not sure
people I can handle the truths I am about to lay out.
But fuck it.
Don’t take nothing from nobody
Its our party we can say what we want